July is almost over and I've had one interview. I interviewed for an instructional assistant position for an FMD classroom with Scott County. It will be a great opportunity to get my foot in the door but I can't help but be a little sad that I don't have my own classroom. I see my friends that have found new jobs and are teaching and I have mixed emotions. Of course I'm amazingly happy for them but the green-eyed monster is also trying to show it's head. From there I start doubting myself...maybe I'm not good enough to be a teacher, why can't I get an interview? I'm trying hard to focus on what I have and not what I want but it gets hard when you're so passionate about something. I'd give anything to be back teaching 1st grade at Clear Creek...if only I could turn back time. I can't though, and this life is the one I've been given and it's the one meant for me. I have schoolwork to keep me busy; I start a statistics class nex...