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So so hard, but so so worth it!

Hello! I"m about to go to sleep for another 5 hours or so before going to work and thought I'd write. There's only about 6 months left of Brandon's deployment but our relationship is getting harder and harder. It's not that our feelings have changed, it's just that everything said seems to be chipped away and actions are constrewed. It is SO hard to maintain a relationship without seeing each other face to face and being able to physically be near each other. Your brain starts to take over and everything turns up a question. I absolutely hate it! We both know that we are here for each other 100% but still quesiton EVERYTHING! To a lot of people it may seem like trust isn't there and that there are control issues...but it honestly is just the name of the game when it comes to deployment. It sucks and it's not fun for the most part but when I think of him being home and being able to put all the questions aside-it's worth it 10 times over! I...

exhaustion 101

Hey there! I haven't written in a while so I thought I'd post something real quick. Since last time, I've started grad classes online for my Special Education Certification! I'm really excited about that!! Brandon's deployment is halfway over-woohoo!! I can't wait to have him home in September. Right now he's trying to decide whether or not to reinlist. There are pros and cons to both sides and we are trying to work towards what's best for us. Either choice will mean change, we just have to figure out the best route. I've been really really tired lately for some reason. IDK if it's school, work, or both that has tired me out. Anyway-I'll catch you later!

Wow!

I was on facebook today and noticed a pic that my fiance's brother had linked...I took a look at the album and came across a pic of their brother. It was Jamie...the brother I'll never get to meet :( And I sit here crying I still can't believe how much him and Brandon look alike! I got chills looking at that pic!!! Wow...