Hello! I"m about to go to sleep for another 5 hours or so before going to work and thought I'd write. There's only about 6 months left of Brandon's deployment but our relationship is getting harder and harder. It's not that our feelings have changed, it's just that everything said seems to be chipped away and actions are constrewed. It is SO hard to maintain a relationship without seeing each other face to face and being able to physically be near each other. Your brain starts to take over and everything turns up a question. I absolutely hate it! We both know that we are here for each other 100% but still quesiton EVERYTHING! To a lot of people it may seem like trust isn't there and that there are control issues...but it honestly is just the name of the game when it comes to deployment. It sucks and it's not fun for the most part but when I think of him being home and being able to put all the questions aside-it's worth it 10 times over! I'm glad God granted me lots of patience and a big open mind! I'd be having a real hard time without that!!!
He's such an amazing guy. He makes me smile and puts joy into my life! I can't wait to have him home!!!
He's such an amazing guy. He makes me smile and puts joy into my life! I can't wait to have him home!!!
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