BeYOUtiful with AVON

I am so so stressed out! I can't be peaceful. I'm restless, angry, sad, anxious...I just want my mind to stop racing amd to enjoy the now. I want to wake up and not worry about randomly bursting into tears. I need strength, I feel so week. I feel like my thoughts are in a battle. I hate this!!! :'-(

Brandon's journey back home has begun! I'm so excited to see him! I have 20 days till we head down to NC...wow! Also-we're getting married on October 10!! I'm so so excited! I'm ready to be his wife and to hold him in my arms. Dear God, You are magnificent and such an awesome God! Thank you for the life you breathed into us and for the joy you bring to our hearts! Please watch over Brandon and the whole RBT-South Team as they make their way back to the states. They are some of the best guys and they gave their all in their job overseas! Also, watchover me and his family as we head down to welcome him home. Be with us as we prepare for our new life together and help us to always keep you at the center of it all. The Glory is Yours!! In Your Name I Pray, Amen! I love you Brandon Aaron Mathis!!!