BeYOUtiful with AVON

In the past weeks I've realized a few things. I feel like I've grown as a person and have become a stronger person. I think a lot of my life I've settled and just accepted things. I never tried to rock the boat and just stay clear of the radars. LOL. I think I'm slowly learning things I've always been told. I deserve an equal relationship. I deserve the princess treatment (even though I didn't want it in high school) I'm learning that I'm ok just being me and doing things for myself. I have learned a lot from the relationship with brandon. I've learned some good things and bad. No ones perfect and things aren't always what they seem. On another note, I've met a pretty cool guy! Of course I'm not ready for a relationship just yet but it's been an absolute blast getting to know him. We have a lot in common! It's nice to be happy and be myself with someone. Even if we are just "slappin' the bass man". ;)

Sometimes life throws curveballs...you never know what they are for until you receive them. I think God has a sense of humor and he enjoys putting something into play and seeing how you handle it. It's fun though! It's good to experience life and learn new things about yourself...it's fun to be a part of that catalyst. Well...I have 6 weeks of school left and then it's back to the library for me! Yay!!! I'm really looking forward to this summer...I'm gonna work like crazy to get through my masters and finish as much of it as I can! This should be interesting. LOL Later!

It's April already yay!! There are only 5 months left of his deployment. That's crazy to me! I'm hearing from him less and less now but I guess that's to be expected. Since the breakup things have been awkward to say the least. He's full of apologies and good words. I just wish that it affected me the way it use to. I'm kinda numb to it all. I love him...it's just hard dealing with that cutoff.