It kinda just hit me tonight that Brandon will be leaving in September for Iraq... That is so wild to me! He's been in training classes for the last couple of weeks... The other night he sent me a text saying that if he didn't make it back he wanted me to promise that I'll move on and be happy. So, I'd have to be happy...alone and without him. That breaks my heart to even think about! I'll definitely be sending guardian angels his way come this fall. I can't lose him-not after everything we've been through.
I just sit and think and cry and that kinda sucks... LOL! It blows my mind how in tune we've become with eachother. Even though I hated when we were apart...I think it's helped us both to realize what we mean to eachother. He's a pretty great guy, and I'm very lucky to have him in my life.
So what if something really happens over there? What if he doesn't make it back? What do I do?? How do I start over again? How will I know when I'm ready? How can I say goodbye??
Ok...too many questions!! I gtg to bed.
I just sit and think and cry and that kinda sucks... LOL! It blows my mind how in tune we've become with eachother. Even though I hated when we were apart...I think it's helped us both to realize what we mean to eachother. He's a pretty great guy, and I'm very lucky to have him in my life.
So what if something really happens over there? What if he doesn't make it back? What do I do?? How do I start over again? How will I know when I'm ready? How can I say goodbye??
Ok...too many questions!! I gtg to bed.
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